Crazy Alien Shit

Back in May-June 2009, I helped a friend to open his mind to channelled material and UFO sightings, which just goes to prove that we need only be ourselves and speak our truth to those around us. Observing us think outside of the box and learning of our somewhat unusual experiences and the value we place on them can inspire them to take that leap of faith and explore the unknown (or long forgotten).


I have divided our email exchange into three parts which you will find in the sections below. I am adding this material because it could be useful to people who are new to all of this. Or think they are!!

'Crazy Alien Shit' is the title that I added to the subject field for the emails.


Part I: Channelling in general

Part II: ET & Ascension section

Part III: Personal experience



Monstaville Book I Conclusion

RA Speaks

Our Space Family

Aliens & Me

UFO Disclosure I

UFO Disclosure II

Excerpt from an email to another friend

1 February 2010

One is either open to the existence of angels, masters, elementals, magical creatures and interdimensional beings (which we all essentially are anyway having hailed originally from some other part of the cosmos) and open to what they might have to say or not. I always have been and, as a result of finding more truth and intelligence in those sources, I have always valued them far, far above anything human being have said, including the great teachers whom I admire...with the exception of masters like Meher Baba, Osho and Sai Baba perhaps.

So, unlike most people I suppose, I am very familiar with teachings from other dimensions. I also know myself in the Andromedan galaxy (one of my dimensional 'higher' selves) and commune with her regularly (she is a sort of high priestess!) and once channelled myself as a jackal-headed ET in ancient Egypt (probably around 30,000 years ago). Plus, I regularly commune in meditation with powerful beings like Ganesha, Sekhmet, Isis, St Germain and Archangel Metatron. Why isn't everyone interested in all this? Fuck knows! Because they have not seen and met gnomes and ETS or felt the presence of angels as I have I suppose...but then, one of the reasons I have had those experiences, is that I am open and interested. A closed book is a book of many pages, an entity of many layers, all as yet unrevealed. Like our governments hiding all that info about UFOs, meetings and deals with negative ETs. The official disclosure process should be underway by the end of the year however. It's all happening, really it is, just behind the scenes that's all, where there's a secret war with the Elite who's removal is imminent.

So, when you say that the 'guy' communicating in an article I have forwarded is acting like some 'guru,' I rather think you are referring to an entity from Sirius or another such being of Light for whom I, myself, have great respect as a source of empirical knowledge...empirical, at any rate, compared to anything any human on this planet has to say. Such beings simply are not confined to illusory limitations, physical, intellectual, emotional or astral, as we are. They speak directly from the planes of Light in which they live, and in which we also reside but have forgotten. There is a massive amount of material flooding onto the net now. Many channels are open to receiving and sharing. I can't keep up. Oh yeah, you must have missed my email explaining that the Illuminati 'followed me' from an information hotspot, took control of this email address and cleaned both my inbox and contact list out, last November. I felt quite proud of myself for warranting such attention! It is a truth war.

I yield zero trust to any human authority since we all consent to incarnate without remembering where we were and who we were beforehand. Therefore none of us know shit really. We still dream even after we depart from the earth plane and hang out in the astral realms so we are, one might say, buried in an illusion within an illusion. And the idea is, I think, to realise that this situation is so abhorrent, painful and despicable that it motivates us to seek a solution. Of which there is but one: to wake up from the deep sleep and stop dreaming/having nightmares. The awakening that is taking place now, however, is the result of many cycles coming and end and the Light returning after a 13,000-year absence (in which humanity has been enslaved via lowered vibration meaning that we have identified with the physical world and accepted its limitations).

OK time to step down from my hobby horse!



Part I: Channelling in general

Accelerated energies in 2009
“The Galactic Federation of Light is now generally known throughout the West, but not necessarily understood as far as the role it is to play in the end times. It would be advantageous to us if you could help people understand that we are all One, and that we are not aliens in the true meaning of that word. We are you, but from your future and have our origin as you in the One God of this Universe.

We have taken an oath to God that we will uphold all souls’ rights to experience as they choose, providing it does not impeach upon another’s freedom. We also acknowledge that each of you has been given freewill to create your own path, to gain the experience needed to further your evolution. That Dear Ones is why we cannot just jump in and take control of your affairs, as that would take away your opportunity to evolve as you have chosen. We do however answer to the higher Beings who oversee your civilisation, and have their own responsibility to God to make sure God’s Plan works out. That of course is your destiny to complete this cycle of duality with the opportunity to ascend. We are here to ensure you are not denied it by any outside interference or through the activities of the Illuminati.”

- SaLuSa (channelled through Mike Quinsey, 23 July 2012,

Email from a friend

I really don't know what to make of this so‑called channelled material. I have no proof that it is and am very wary of believing in something just because I wish to. I don't know why I should regard this material as any more true as any other competing material.

As it happens I believe that I am already engaged in persistently reminding myself to redirect my thoughts and reactions toward the positive, but this is motivated by a psychological agenda and supported by a will and vision for a better life.

Reading this material I am frustrated by its vacuousness, a torrent of words that manages to say nothing definitive, instead so general as to be evasive. The material I read from people under past life regression covers similar themes and concerns but is so much more detailed and fleshed out. I feel confident by virtue of its directness, detail and relevance unlike the material below. At times it even lapses into quackery. I haven't read all the material from the source website but neither can I bring myself too just because I can't bring myself to read so much and yet struggle to get so little from it other than wishful thinking.

I'd love to believe that we are all looked after by some Galactic Federation, that the world will inevitably morph into a new utopia, but not a single thing in this material is verifiable. On one level I believe it, but on another level I feel there is just too much temptation for the unscrupulous to take advantage of the will to delude oneself.

I guess this email is just as much a plea for proof. Not even proof, plausibility would satisfy me right now.

My reply

Ah, still not crazy enough yet? Well, yes, I remember we had such a conversation before and apologise if I blatantly ignored your reticence - or just plain forgot really! You know me, I am very passionate and enthusiastic with regard to those subjects which interest me and have zero time for anything else. One result of this, however, is that I am engaged in the Ascension process as one of the people laying the trail for all to follow eventually. Hard to explain that to someone who isn’t really open to remembering that Ascension is the whole purpose of incarnating this time because the Earth’s frequency is increasing at an alarming rate now. I believe there’s a Sun inside the Earth, in its hollow core, that there are cities of Light beneath the Earth inhabited by 4th and 5th-dimensional beings, and that this is how suns are created. Earth gives off more heat than it receives, apparently, and will expand in the future I believe. Time is compressing and space is expanding. A thousand years from now it will have become a body of Light, a sun.....or so I have read!! From a channelled source I trust more than ANY human mind however. But, then........I am one of the CRAZIES! :D

As I always say, Britain is a hard nut to crack. That emphasis on rational materialism closes the shutter before it’s opened to allow any light to enter. In fact, it’s a cranky, clapped-out piece of junk whose shutter has been jammed since Margaret Thatcher’s reign, I’d say (and was always a bit ‘stiff’ anyway). It’s all corporate, TV, newspapers, advertising. Who needs religion when you have an itinerary as impressive as that? They have robbed people of their power to dream and therefore create their own lives according to their own truth. The revolution is going to occur in the States first. It is happening now. Then a new, fairer System will be devised and other countries will follow suit. So, sleepy old England, even though the government is one year into disclosing its information regarding UFO sightings, has hardly begun to stir yet. Which, to be honest, is just slightly surreal for me since most of my social contact is with Americans (of the open-minded kind)! If you look out on the internet where real news is to be found (sure, it’s a jungle out there too) - reports of UFO sightings are occurring regularly - some of which have been video’d and most people probably aren’t open to even looking at those because their minds are already made up - and also interviews with ex-government officials spilling the beans on past encounters with UFOs (which is most compelling evidence).

Geometry is the language of Light and crop circles are symbols created by energy waves with the intent to influence consciousness on Earth, to share information on subtle levels, which enters unconsciously but also consciously when people are open and ready to receive. Such information is being beamed everywhere all the time now, from UFOs, from Ascended Masters, from beyond our universe. It is Light (which is also information) calling all to return to Source. It is the end of the dark ages.

The energy shift I experienced back in October was very real. I didn’t understand what was happening at the time but, by January, I had read and experienced enough to know that these channelled messages - stating that we have entered a three-year rapid acceleration process, that a new planetary grid had been completed and that many Ascended Masters had returned to help with the transition to a higher state of consciousness - were valid. But, I have been familiar with channelled sources of information for as long as I can remember. I have always recognised simple, eloquent, highly intelligent truth for what it is. And Lazaris is still my favourite. Now galactic transmissions are pouring in through channellers each and every day. But, before people started sharing these on MySpace, I had already checked to see what Kryon’s position was on many of the issues being raised about the global elite and the changes occurring on Earth. I was also aware of predictions of the economic collapse some time before it happened. In fact, several ‘authorities’ knew it was going to happen but I don’t suppose they ever received any media coverage! I wouldn’t know since I rarely watch TV now and avoid newspapers and news programmes like the Swine Virus!

“The intuitive mind is a sacred gift and the rational mind is a faithful servant. We have created a society that honours the servant and has forgotten the gift.” - Albert Einstein.

What I have come to realise, however, is that I have incarnated as a revolutionary Indigo soul whose intuition and creative energy connects me to the wider universe, beyond the pig sty that most people believe is the sum of ‘reality.’ It is merely a holographic illusion designed to provide us beings of Light with a human experience which, until now, has been one of dense vibration and resulting duality...and opportunity to awaken to conscious Light with deeply rooted wisdom gained from our many incarnations in matter. But I can’t expect someone who is so attached to rationality and thinks inside the box of conventional thought to appreciate where I’m coming from. People like me are just pushing the boundaries and freeing up further DNA strands in this time of evolutionary quickening to prepare the way for those children who incarnate with master consciousness and developing crystalline bodies. This is where we are heading as a species. As our cells contain higher frequencies, our bodies become lighter, more flexible, ageless and regenerative: crystalline as opposed to carbon. Full breathing can produce more sugar in our bodies. Light becomes an important part of diet and, eventually, human beings will live on Light and fruit as do the Andromedans, according to Alex Collier. Death is to become obsolete one it was in Lemuria. People lived for 25,000 years (give or take a few years!) and chose when to leave the Earth. They just decided and went to another dimension.

“On one level I believe it, but on another level I feel there is just too much temptation for the unscrupulous to take advantage of the will to delude oneself.”

There you go, intuition versus intellect. Which part of you struggles with the ‘belief’? Your intellect? Or your very soul? Why should you be more concerned about how others respond to words than your own unique level of truth? What does anyone have to gain from writing such material, from dozens of unrelated individuals, a few times each week? There are some fakes and they do not appear on the websites that collate material from the Archangels and Sirians etc. (I also recommend Lauren C Gorgo and if, one day, your interest is indeed piqued you might check out the teachings of Kryon, Lazaris and Bashar online).

I have come across some ‘information’ that appears to be nothing more than a simplistic regurgitation of other sources. It says nothing new and it does not convey an intelligence and perspective that is clearly higher than the human level of expression and understanding.  Loving truth, however, I merely acknowledge that it is not for me and reserve judgement. It is the individual’s responsibility to discern between fact and fiction and, as frequency increases and DNA activates, more Light is accommodated and therefore more truth resonates. And it is intuitive because intuition is closer to being, to spirit. The intellect is merely a tool applied to dealing with matter. It is not an instrument that has much value in terms of knowing on higher levels.

Of course some people are easily deceived. That’s why so many transmissions are pouring forth from the higher realms, to end the cycle of deception. It means the Information Age is REALLY kicking off because information is now flooding in beyond human minds. Light itself is returning. It is proper to question everything. It is an equal responsibility for human beings to operate through their emotions and intuition, to feel...which is something we struggle with in Britain. One might liken the ‘California mindset’ to a shutter that is ‘too open,’ and the corresponding overexposure to the airy-fairy mumbo jumbo that may be in circulation here and there. Yet, at least while the shutter actually opens there is hope, and some images may appear, and some very clear indeed. Such openness of mind is something to work with, something the Light itself can use to reveal its truth. The movable shutter can be adjusted in time. Even if only one photograph is worthy of hanging on the wall it is far more of an accomplishment than darkness followed by more darkness, on and on, repetitively, as the shutter refuses to budge, like a stuck record. Just one permanent, concrete reality: darkness, density, matter. No variation, no colour. Light is magical.

It is perhaps rude of me to continue sending these Sirian messages to people who have yet to expand their DNA beyond the two strands that identify us as biological beings, or animals with full reproductive capacity! It has nothing to do with trying to challenge people’s belief systems or imposing my own beliefs on them. This goes way beyond that. I’m not some missionary trying to convert people. There is no Church, Scientology group or other organisation I’m determined to lead people into!! It’s purely exposure to what I perceive as important information. I would be troubled if people simply started believing it. It is food for thought. If the mind rejects it as not containing sufficient REASON (as opposed to material proof...truth being far greater than isolated ‘facts’ - and ‘proof’ when it comes to ETs is, as you say, to be found in people’s personal contact or through regression - and, in case you do not know, I have personal experience of both! well within the margins of ‘plausibility’) then feeling is unlikely to get a look in.

If the Third Eye is closed there is unlikely to be an intuitive resonance, of course. There’s the rub! You simply know someone who is crazy enough to believe this information is true and correct. You might well choose to avoid that individual if you feel bombarded by something that causes irritation.

Part II: ET & Ascension section

The Return of Our Brothers and Sisters From Outer Space

I would have thought that, from the perspective of my few remaining intelligent friends (in England anyway), ‘What if?’ would suffice. ‘What if?’ and ‘So what?’ in detached Aquarian style. Ideas in themselves are always harmless. Let’s face it, we’re not talking Mars Attacks! here! We’re not saying, ‘The aliens are coming. Join us or else feel the wrath of our positronic ray guns!’ ‘Bow down to your new Emperor Ming or your planet will be blasted to smithereens next Thursday at five past three (our time..bwahahahaha)!’

I am not even really expecting to share this information with people. I was responding to the ETs’ wishes that their messages circulate and that humanity be prepared for their arrival ‘some time after 2012’ when Earth’s quarantine is lifted. I expect that the more quickly people are prepared, the sooner First Contact can take place and the faster we can receive the technology that will greatly improve life on Earth (particularly since our governments have purposefully withheld free energy and more liberating technologies). If information meets with a negative emotional reaction it is surely meaningful. If it prompts an unconscious interest then a seed of awareness is sown. It may take some time before we encounter related information and actually start asking what the fuss is all about and why the world suddenly seems to have gone crazy. Perhaps - just perhaps - there will be more media coverage of UFO sightings at some point and the existence of UFOs will become public knowledge. Then, you will have a clearer idea of what it all means, at least in theory, even if you rejected the information as not appealing to your reason at the time. Pluto in Capricorn now is going to root our all lies, corruption and deception and bring out the permanent structure, the essence, and start rebuilding the flesh. The Fatman is being flayed alive. About fucking time!

Of course, however, I do actually also care about people and I see no harm in tipping them off! I probably only needed to send the first message but I can’t resist the temptation sometimes. I mean, I am reading a few of these messages each week, but occasionally I feel like sharing one for its special significance in some way. I’m only sharing those from Sirians like Atmos and SaLuSa, however, since they relate specifically to planetary Ascension and First Contact. They are just friendly messages of hope and faith, containing updates on their activities on our behalf and the status of the Black Alliance whose removal from Earth is imminent.

I encounter many other messages which are fascinating to me but do not relate specifically to this general, collective shift that is occurring. Most are about individual, cosmic ascension to fifth-dimensional Light and Oneness which are vital to my own spiritual growth which itself has been unfolding at a rapid rate owing to my awareness, tools and practices (apparently, my crown and eighth chakras are now open, which also relates to DNA expansion! Although perhaps they were when I was more spiritually-focussed in the past, who knows?). It’s a gentle way of getting acquainted with those who are helping us from other planes despite the deliberately bad press. They are not the enemy. They are here because humanity is returning to Light after being controlled by dark forces since the destruction of Atlantis 12,500 years ago when they defeated those of the Light. Light is information so the dark ones’ agenda has always been to ‘keep us in the dark,’ to feed us on limiting, disempowering beliefs. They scattered our DNA and polluted the ethers so that those of the Light could hardly penetrate to reach us. Eventually, our etheric ‘merkaba’ fields stopped rotating altogether and it is then that people started seeing matter as a fixed plane of reality rather than of experience, when dense matter seemed so concrete that they identified with it completely.

“Getting down to Earth, we must say that we are delighted with the response to sightings of our craft. Gradually there is acceptance of our presence in the skyways of Earth, and the fear that was felt before has greatly resided. The old images of monstrous alien Beings has long past and with the coming of the Space Age, people are far more open minded as to life elsewhere in you Universe. Even your orthodox religions are more receptive to the idea, and it will make a transition in your beliefs much more easier. We of the Galactic Federation are a membership of peaceful civilisations, that have proven their loyalty and service to others. We have approached our tasks with absolute care and love for all forms of life, and stories that tell otherwise are either false, or relate to other civilisations that are separate from us.” - SaLuSa from Sirius (May 09).

Such a mega possibility no wise individual can afford to ignore (openness being intrinsic to wisdom, both of which are feminine qualities). It’s a well-meaning exercise and people are free to ask me not to send them...and I figure it’s easy enough just to bin them if they’re not open to reading them. It is so harmless that, in the years to come, we can all have a laugh about whether there’s life on other planets or not and whether or not our planet is really about to rejoin our galactic family after 2012. Place your bets! And someone might be glad that they bothered to pay attention because it triggered their DNA and assisted in smoothing the awakening process.

Basically, Light from the Goddess beyond our universe is shining powerfully across the universe(s), increasing the vibration of every planet, sun and entity. We’re just part of a universal shift and Earth has reached the end of various cycles. It is occurring very quickly. Hence the need for awareness because awareness embraces change and unfoldment of truth and potential. The Sun is shining brighter than ever and the flower that fears the dawn and refuses to open will become ill and struggle to exist. The more flowers that open, the more encouragement and inspiration there is for others to do likewise. It becomes a ‘movement,’ a ‘revolution.’ Usually, at the end of a 26,000-year precessional cycle when the Earth enters the Photon Belt, the increased energy represents both an opportunity to Ascend to Light and the higher dimensions and brings much negativity to the surface which attracts an event of causing widespread destruction and a clean slate for the new cycle. This is one reason why many people unconsciously fear the current transition. Deaths under those circumstances, in this high-frequency photon energy, I believe, provide an opportunity for souls to make evolutionary leaps of consciousness, with many able to ascend to Light as well. This time, however, ‘resurrection’ (ascension) will not involve death - hence so many ETs and higher beings are here to help with the transition and prevent energy from the Earth releasing itself too destructively, especially in those parts of the world that still remain third-dimensional (collective consciousness is, for the most-part, on some 4D level moving towards 5D awareness of the oneness of life). With the new crystalline structure of the physical body and the new corresponding chakra system, full biological Ascension is to become commonplace. At the moment, no soul can incarnate here unless it is expecting to learn and grow in an accelerated fashion. In the future, no soul will incarnate who is not of the Light, who can cope with higher frequencies in their crystalline cells.

I haven’t got time to explain it all here. But there is much to look forward to. The uplifting energies I experience during meditation as beings of Light merge with my energy field will be something that all people can feel and enjoy all the time. As a result of the Light pouring on Earth, our cells are being cleared of dense energy and our emotional bodies are being purged. Hence, the world is in an apparent state of chaos for the time being. There is much murder and crime resulting from reactions to the magnetic energy shifts as some people simply cannot cope with the acceleration of energy when it occurs. Eventually, people will feel more joyful and loving as a result of clearing their systems and karma and being able to hold more of the Light that is here and being released in waves as humanity collectively prepares itself to receive - as ascending individuals carry more Light and anchor it into the Earth.

“We don't want you to fear us. We bring love and greater technology. We know that your human societies are disconnected from the Universe. We know that the various hierarchies will vanish as a result of our presence because you will know that you belong to one global race among others. But we say to you, in love, that the benefits will by far outweigh the sacrifices, for they are eternal and benefit your spirit. Everyone will benefit because everyone is a child of this Universe. Do not destroy yourselves with fear. Open your hearts in love and you will receive many gifts which will help you to express the true purpose for which you visit the Earth.

The planet will no longer be in lesson and this means that those who live here will be free from karmic bondage, free to find fulfilment. The last few thousand years, the cocoon, have been a time of much suffering and yet much releasing of karma too. Those souls who do not cling to fear, who are not too scared to look in the mirror, will live here as spirits, not identified with the flesh. The vibration of all matter is increasing. What seems to be physical is vibrating more and more quickly. At some point, therefore, you will realise that it is energy and not some solid substance.

You will begin to learn that this energy you call matter is easier to manipulate than you previously thought. You will discover that your thoughts and feelings, and love, have an effect on matter. You will identify more with subtle energies. As spirit, you will be able to alter those energy patterns. Released from karmic lessons, you will embrace the Light. Those who do not will not be able to live here. However, some who allow themselves to be swept along by dark forces will also be present to some small degree as well. Their destructive intentions and talents will be easily contained and we shall be there to assist.”

(I wrote this last year! It is not channelled from aliens but certainly half-channelled from a deeper part of myself).

Bashar: Contact


We each have our truth. Perhaps mine seems a bit exotic - like marshmallows in a village where they are new. Unfortunately, we each have our own packet of sweets and I can only describe marshmallows in my own words (and read what it says on the packet!). That’s it, until the lorry arrives and they start appearing on the shelves in our local newsagent. Then again, and again, and again and again...I could be completely crazy of course. The thin line between madness and genius perhaps!

Well, there you are responding to the higher frequencies, raising your own by training your mind and thinking more positively. One wonders if such motivation would have come to you if you were not living through this time of great change, of quiet revolution. Perhaps you will know the answer to that question only in retrospect. Very few people in the past realised that thought can be directed towards the attainment of a ‘better life.’ Now, it is common knowledge in the field of quantum physics. Have you come across Gregg Braden yet Russ? I’m sure he would appeal to you. He is a scientist who is able to explain spiritual experience, the power of emotion and the current transition in clear, ‘scientific’ terms. Also...I recommend this video interview if you have time to watch it one day:

Project Camelot interviews Jessica: A Crystal Child Speaks Out
R3NEASRRImg was much easier to toss transmissions out like frisbies and let people do with them what they will! Thanks for your feedback and enquiry though. I appreciate it. I hope there’s at least one sentence or ‘image’ in my reply that resonates with your inner knowing. I am the eternal student. I find teaching to be far too mature a responsibility for me to manage!

“Listen to your intuition. It will tell you everything you need to know.” - Anthony D'Angelo.

Part III: Personal experience
To be abducted by aliens or not to be abducted by aliens!
Reply from friend

Many thanks for your long reply, daunting as it was! First let me say that I'm approaching Mount Fuji from an entirely different direction, or maybe not so different. I don't exactly go extracting my clues from ‘ANY human mind’ either, but rather try and glean something of the nature of reality from people who have had Near Death Experiences (NDEs) and have survived to tell about it. I also rummage about for clues from past life regressionists, Out of Body Experience (OBE) explorers, and writings dating back centuries that Huxley referred to as the Perennial Philosophy. Until recently I disregarded channelled material as probably bogus, far‑fetched, and too open to abuse. For some reason I decided to give Neale Donald Walsch's books (Conversations with God trilogy) a chance, and though I was sceptical of his claims that his work was a result of a personal conversation with God, I couldn't deny that what he wrote possessed a clarity and directness that I found compelling. Having allowed the possibility that maybe Walsch actually did have a conversation with God, a channelled conversation, then I had to allow for the possibility that other so‑called channelled material may also be a true and valid source of information ‑ I therefore won't rule out giving the Seth materials a chance.... although this kind of material is still not generally my first source in my quest for Truth.

So why do I place such credence in the testimony of NDErs? It's because I believe that most people who have survived a life threatening episode aren't inclined to be frivolous or have an agenda ‑ they generally have a simple directness free of pretence. And because NDErs have Out of Body Experiences, I'm inclined to be receptive toward OBErs too. Similarly, I doubt that people under hypnosis are free enough to monkey with the truth. All conjecture I know, but in the last analysis I'm still expected to make a judgement call. And I'm afraid I have no preparation with which to accept the idea that the Earth is hollow ‑ surely that would have been discovered by now using geophysics and mapping technology? And as for beings living there, I find it a little too convenient that they can keep themselves scarce by hiding within the 4th and 5th dimensions. And cities of light!!! Christ! That's stretching my credulity to breaking point. Now the NDE suggests that there are parallel dimensions all around us and penetrating our own but at no point has the literature supported such a claim.

As for UFO and aliens, I haven't really got a definitive opinion yet. From the sheer number of so‑called sightings and reports I'm inclined to think that maybe there's something there, but I couldn't categorically say for sure. But to extrapolate from that to some of the outlandish stories associated with the UFO brigade (like David Icke) how can anybody be expected to take any of this seriously? The Royal Family are alien reptiles???!!! Come on! Even if it's true, anyone who declares it doesn't have one iota of discrimination or judgement!!!

I have found certain footage of UFOs, particularly footage from space intriguing, but I don't know how you go from there to the outlandish stories. And as for crop circles there are those that have admitted to having faked them. Now you could argue that itself was a cover-up, to sow doubt in people's minds as to whether these are genuine attempts by extra‑terrestrials at communication. However I do believe that some crop circles are so exquisite and complex as to be impossible for people to create unnoticed in the short hours of darkness during the night. But until I see for myself one of these circles actually being made before me I will have to keep an open mind and no more.

And that's the key I think ‑ personal experience. I would be fascinated to hear of your direct experience of the energy shift back in October. What makes you so sure that this was a real phenomenon and not just wishful thinking? And I'm even more intrigued by your abduction and experiences under regression ‑ how can I refute direct experience? Tell me more!

So much to say, but I've got to get to work tomorrow and need some sleep. Sorry I can't answer every point in your email. But just to wrap up, despite our different paths, Mount Fuji really isn't all that dissimilar after all ‑ I too believe that we are spirit incarnate in matter, sent to earth to learn and grow, in your word, Ascension. I suspect there are other life forms out there too, but I just don't yet buy into all the paranoid ufology. Perhaps my view of Fuji will change as I approach still closer, but it's hard to imagine that it will suddenly change into something totally different!

Until next time.

[Note: I had not, of course, mentioned abduction and have never been abducted by aliens! My understanding is that abductions ceased at some point but governments continued to stage them in order to perpetuate fear and hysteria. I am not an authority on these matters but seem to recall that the Greys were experimenting on humans because they wanted to find a way to develop souls like ours instead of simply feeding on our emotional energy. Carol Roslin said (in 2012 I think) that there are more positive ETs here now and that the dark ones have almost all left].

‘I Believe in UFOs’ – a documentary by Danny Dyer (Documentary, 3 February 2010, BBC3). Dyer visits a guy who’s been abducted many times or something and comments, ‘’You wouldn’t think this would be happening in a cul-de-sac.” Harry Hill’s response went something like this: ‘Oh, I don’t know. I would have thought a cul-de-sac would be perfect because they’ve got that big circle at the end where they could land their UFO.’

A ‘non-biased approach in the mainstream media’

Description:  Actor “Danny Dyer goes on a quest to spot a UFO, spurred on by a meeting with his boyhood hero Sir Patrick Moore. Danny examines reported UFO landing sites and the sinister evidence that aliens may have been conducting scientific experiments here in Britain. He meets witnesses who claim to have seen UFOs and one man who says he can prove he's been abducted by aliens. Danny's search for his own close encounter takes him all the way to the UFO Research Centre in Portland, Oregon.

“At our level you will find that on board our ships the atmosphere is so restful and uplifting. We have nothing that will create discord and all operates with a continual feeling of joy and happiness. For example nothing we use gives off harmful energies, and that includes the natural lighting that comes from the ship. In fact all sources are clean, and operate with energy that is freely available. Where outside sources are concerned, our ships are protected from what would otherwise be harmful rays. The ships also have a level of natural consciousness, and are able to automatically deal with these problems. Even you scientists understand such possibilities, having back-engineered some of the captured or crashed craft. It means that you can no longer be certain as to whose craft you are looking at in your skies. It does explain some unusual incidents that include abduction and even cattle mutilation.” - SaLuSa (channelled through Mike Quinsey, 1 July 2011,

Personal Experiences

Well, it feels like I already answered your questions in my previous email so I shan’t get into walking round in circles with you. I dare say I’d probably try the foxtrot if you were a gorgeous dame but, unfortunately, you’re not and pointlessness per se doesn’t appeal to my sense of purposefulness. Where you focus attention energy and reality follow. Hence, if the camera shutter remains closed no light can ever enter. I’m an explorer, not a technician, so my experiences are based on something very simple: my own spirit. Nothing more I can say really except meditate every day to have your own experiences. Seek for yourself, within yourself, ask the questions, love the truth, pray, affirm, desire, intend. It’s all out there in big fat dollops nowadays! If your eyes are open you might just turn the corner and SPLAT!

I'm not interested in anyone else's experience. It means nothing. I’m too fiery for that. I want to be it, live it, explore it. If it's real then I want some of it. My aspiration is always to a deeper level of reality.


Being a somewhat introverted fire sign who is also gifted with a variety of personal experiences in terms of interdimensional interaction, I’m only really interested in what I know to be true from personal experience too. Unlike most people, however, it seems that I actually love the truth enough to be open and respond to it. This is surely before I met you I expect, but I once met some gnomes. I was in a mediumship circle at the time so I was seeing guides here and there and I was also sensitive enough to see a real live cherub beaming white light down from the ceiling at an orchestra playing Mozart’s 25th symphony (I think). I had missed an autumn equinox talk at St James’ Church in Piccadilly, thinking it was on the actual day of the equinox. So I went for a walk in the park I used to run round regularly. For some reason, as I walked across it, I was in sheer ecstasy! It has never happened since unfortunately. Very high on some ethereal energy somewhere! When I got to the other end I noticed that the bench had been moved which was very odd. So I sat on it and meditated. It was now situated beneath a tree. After a while I sensed that there was someone sitting next to me (ever felt that? When your eyes are closed but you can sense someone’s energy, their presence?).

Anyway, I opened my eyes and turned around and I could see clearly what I believed at the time might have been the spirit of the tree! I mean, it was between 3 and 4 feet tall and wearing some kind of fawn-coloured ‘monk’s habit.’ It also had a long nose and pointed chin that was very close to its mouth and I could see a red bow-tie-shaped thing spinning around in front of its mouth. I then realised that some of my thoughts were not my own but a message from this elemental being. I haven’t actually told this story for many years so unfortunately I’ve forgotten its exact words which is a bummer! But I recall the main message and that was that they don’t get to communicate with human beings because they’re not even open to their existence. He invited me to return another day and said that they would show me how they live and help me to live more playfully and imaginatively as they do! (it was a cool invitation but I didn’t return until a week later and the bench wasn’t there and I sat on the ground beneath the tree and I was cold and shivering, cursing the cold and feeling negative...quite the opposite to the euphoric state I was in previously).

Well, for whatever reason, I closed my eyes and meditated again and I was telling myself, ‘No way. That didn’t happen. That wasn’t real,’ etc etc (as you do). And then, as if to confirm what Had most definitely happened regardless of my rational mind’s attempts at denial, I saw two other entities dressed likewise in my mind’s eye. One was wearing a bright green habit and the other a bright purple one, both with the hood up this time and they were sitting on a bench with their backs turned towards me, but one was getting up, then it vanished. I tell you, the colours were so vivid it might as well have been an acid trip (if you’ve ever done LSD perhaps you know what I mean). There was no way I could dismiss that vision. It was incredibly intense. [Note: I did not finish this story but have relayed it in full elsewhere. Can’t quite remember where though!].


OK, well, it’s better to relate personal experiences personally in person. If I wanted to or felt the need to share those experiences I would do. I did in my 20s before I realised how scared most people are of the unknown, or the prospect of changing their views and being more open-minded. I was visited several times by a blue-skinned entity whose picture I drew and which has been hanging on my bedroom wall since 1988. I’m not going to describe them all here but the last time was not long before I left Colchester to move down to London and he talked to me for 20-30 minutes during meditation on the river bank late at night. The only thing I could remember though was him telling me that life’s my teacher not my enemy (I’d said that to someone earlier!). He also placed a green ring on my finger!

During a hypnobreath session I learned that he’s been my teacher in an incarnation in ancient Egypt but I also felt like I wanted to leap into his heart as though he represented home, so I believe he’s a member of my soul family or my higher guide or even one of my higher selves something. I also saw a group of such beings in my minds eye years ago and they all had the same large, bald craniums and long white tunics. Alex Collier says that they Andromedans have blue skin. Not long ago, I tried a meditation technique to ‘meet my guide’ and ‘M’ (which is how I know him) turned up. Amazing energy, again reminding me of ‘home,’ of something particularly intimate and powerful. Also, the only word I heard was, in fact, clearly ‘Andromeda.’ So it is highly possible that he’s from Andromeda. Perhaps I am too, or from somewhere in the Sirius star system. Who knows?

Day of the Jackal

When I was undergoing therapy a few years ago my therapist put me into a trance on two occasions. The first time, I had a conversation with myself as a boy which was far out! On the second occasion, I went back to ancient Egypt (and, really, I mean as long ago as 30,000 BC or something) with my inner child, me as a boy. Basically, I became myself in another life while ‘boy me’ stood there in amazement, smiling, witnessing a ceremony in which I was taking part. I was standing in a row of other Jackal-headed ETs! My energy was so powerful that I struggled to keep up with the deep breathing. It was deep as my body could manage. I should have written down what I said. Daft I guess. I would have done if I was younger. Blasé! I remember myself saying that in my present incarnation I should be able to communicate with anybody on any level. And I also spoke of a female with whom I was in love and ended by saying ‘and it will never end.’ That was very emotive and memorable and the next day I was working in town and I arrived at the corner of Jamaica Road and stopped because that line and the powerful feeling that accompanied it penetrated to my core. So, I’d like to know more about this. All I really know is that the Jackal-headed god ‘Seth’ was demonised at some point for political purposes and that Anubis, embalmer of the dead, is another jackal-headed god. I suspect that I might have come to earth (as a starseed) to serve humanity and got myself trapped here in a karmic cycle. A long shot perhaps.

A later account of this experience

Sometime in the mid-noughties, when I was going through a nervous breakdown, I had healing and therapy for a year by a special lady with some rare gifts.  Among other things, she practised hypnotherapy, and put me into a trance a couple of times. On one of those occasions I suddenly found an ancient identity from Egypt some 40,000 or 50,000 years ago entering and channelling through me. His breathing was so powerful and deep that I struggled to keep up physically. I saw that, as my inner child, I was watching myself as this this Jackal-headed alien being standing alongside others whilst participating in a ritual or ceremony. He was talking to me telepathically and I wish I had written it all down but all I can remember is that he mentioned a female who was precious to him, whom he loved, and said, finally, ‘It will never end!’ His words were so heartfelt and intense that the next day whilst walking over Tower Bridge in London, just as I arrived at the end, I was suddenly stopped in my tracks by that powerful phrase and the feeling behind it. I literally just stopped walking all of a sudden and felt a shiver run through my body from head to foot. The Sirian (surely the Jackal-headed ones are associated with the Dog Star, Sirius?) had also explained that “Love is the great transforming power.” The energy, power and feeling that accompanied each word was hypnotic itself!

Green Reptilian

I joined a channelling circle in 2009, having been invited by someone from the St. Germain meetings. I was meant to contact the girl who had asked me along but I was being very lazy and neglectful and did not get round to it. Then, one day, I was feeling tired so I had a lie down. After I had had some much-needed rest I suddenly saw this extraterrestrial whose tall, slender reptilian body had dark green scales. I saw it briefly but very vividly and I also sensed the entity’s grace and beauty, its loving nature, intelligence and high state of evolution. I got up from the bed and found myself urgently wanting to connect with others and, more specifically, to participate in a spiritual community. As a result of this impulse, I felt inspired to contact the girl in the channelling group which was being rekindled without the lady who had run it previously because she was pregnant. So, I joined the group after all – because it was at the behest of beings from the higher realms. There was a task to perform, a job to do and, an initiation to endure and fail to pass! Haha. It was only after the telephone conversation that I realised what had happened: that the ET had prompted me to get off my arse and go check the channelling circle out.


In 2009, I received a vivid impression of a Grey ET who was a bit too close for comfort as I was re-entering my body and waking up. Rather than write the ‘dream’ down, I opted to blot the image out of my mind to sever any further connection with such a negative entity (although I do not know for a fact that all Greys are on the side of darkness but ‘better be safe than sorry’ as they say!).

My Life in the Inner Earth

This is a dream I had on 1 November 2011

I am sitting in a chair with an audience, at the front, as though waiting for a show to begin. The guy sitting to my left looks very human and is wearing a blue jacket which is sort of sporty or chivvy. As he talks to me, however, it becomes very apparent that he is an alien and that there are many others in the audience similarly ‘disguised.’ I just remember him telling me that before I incarnated on Earth, I lived for quite a long time in the Inner Earth.

Note: I was moaning and cussing the night before because nothing seems to go right for me and I am so incompetent. I was contemplating my whole Self, how this is not really me and how this could be happening as my experience.

So, it would seem that I may have been there in the Inner Earth when these other ‘old souls’ were living in Lemuria. That would explain quite a bit, like why I don’t get or know things the others usually do, expressing greater familiarity with how things work here. And it could explain, at least in part, why I feel estranged even from other starseeds.

This entry in my dream diary got me thinking later when I pondered the connection with Anubis, the half-human and half-jackal god associated with embalming and protection of the dead for their journey into the afterlife. Apparently, it has been discovered that the head embalmer would wear an Anubis costume. In view of my experience, this surely echoes the original situation for which I have a hypothesis. It is, in my view, highly probable that Anubis represents a race of dog-headed beings from Sirius and that I incarnated as one of them there en route to Earth. This would also mean that the work of weighing the souls of the dead to measure their worthiness for entry into the Duat (‘Underworld') had been carried out not by one entity but a group of beings who resided – along with many others – in the Inner Earth, also known as Agartha. There is also a theory that, since the Egyptian jackal is actually a form of the grey wolf, the black colour of Anubis’s body is symbolic of his association with the black soil of the Nile valley, symbolising rebirth. I do not believe this myself, however, because this idea (also known as ‘fact’ to modern science) does not take into account the ancient antiquity and intergalactic context and origin of the Egyptian myths. Therefore, I postulate that Anubis is depicted as a jackal because this race of being is, indeed, associated somehow with the jackal and not the grey wolf found in Egypt today or even a few thousand years ago. That said, a black dog, as with a black panther, is, however, likely to have some value as a symbol of rebirth.

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    "Turn your eyes away from fear. Discontinue the conversations of fear if you choose to embrace the fullness of your heart"

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    "The Eternal Feminine
    Draws us heavenward."
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    "In the quiet moments of our lives lie courage. In the everyday steps we take is courage. In love is courage. In being different dwells courage. In the cry against injustice lives courage. In the stepping up to responsibility lies courage. In reaching out to others is courage. If I've learned anything about courage and intuition it is that they demand that we live in the moment without preconceptions of how life should be." ~ Judith Orloff


    “God is not far away from us, but we are far away from God, and the only reason is our insensitivity.” – Osho

    “My whole teaching consists of two words, meditation and love. Meditate so that you canfeel immense silence, and love so that your life can become a song, a dance, a celebration. You will have to move between the two, and if you can move easily, if you can move without any effort, you have learned the greatest thing in life.” – Osho (Come, Come, Yet Again Come).

    “A real Master is not a teacher: a real Master is an awakener. His function is totally different from a teacher; his function is far more difficult. And only very few people can stay with a Master because to wake up after millions of lives is not an ordinary feat; it is a miracle. And to allow somebody to wake you up needs great trust, great surrender.” - Osho

    "The moment you start seeing life as non-serious, a playfulness, all the burden on your heart disappears. All the fear of death, of life, of love - everything disappears." - Osho

    “Whatsoever you are, there is nothing wrong with it. Love and relationship has not to be destroyed; only meditation has to be added to it.” - Osho

    "The head is a marketplace, the heart is the shrine of being. All that is beautiful and true arises out of the heart, never out of the head." - Osho

    “I do not ordinarily make prophecies, but about this I am absolutely prophetic: the coming hundred years are going to be more and more irrational, and more and more mystical. The second thing: After a hundred years people will be perfectly able to understand why I was misunderstood — because I am the beginning of the mystical, the irrational. I am a discontinuity with the past. The past cannot understand me; only the future will understand. The past can only condemn me. It cannot understand me, it cannot answer me, it cannot argue with me; it can only condemn me. Only the future…as man becomes more and more available to the mysterious, to the meaningless yet significant…After a hundred years they will understand. Because the more man becomes aware of the mysterious side of life, the less he is political; the less he is a Hindu, a Mohammedan, a Christian; the less is the possibility for his being a fanatic. A man in tune with the mysterious is humble, loving, caring, accepting the uniqueness of everybody. He is rejoicing in the freedom of each individual, because only with freedom can this garden of humanity be a rich place.” – Osho (The Osho Upanishad).


    "When I let go of what I am, I become what I might be." ~ Laozi

    "All the fish needs is to get lost in water. All man needs is to get lost in Tao." ~ Chuang-Tzu

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    Be sure to take the one with a heart."
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    “Giving to others selflessly and anonymously, radiating light throughout the world and illuminating your own darkness, your virtue becomes a sanctuary for yourself and all beings.” ~ Laozi.

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    “Water is the only drink for a wise man.” ~ Henry David Thoreau

    How to Charge your Water:

    Each one try this, and if you do not feel results at first, just go on, for you certainly will as you use it more and more: 

    "'I AM' the Presence charging this water with the Life-giving Essence which I absorb and which renews my body in Perfect Health and Eternal Youth." 

    I also used this to charge the water that makes up my body - I placed my hands on my body stating:

    "'I AM' the Presence charging the water in this body with the Life-giving Essence which I absorb and which renews my body in Perfect Health and Eternal Youth." 

    Another way from Quan Yin to charge water:

    "With these hands and with this Heart and through the pure intention of God, this water (food) is blessed, removing and transmuting all impurities forever. God Bless this water (food). Thank you, thank you, thank you."

    7th-dimensional tool from St Germain for energising the water in our bodies and the earth

    (Our water is under attack!)


    "In a world filled with hate - we must still dare to hope!
    In a world filled with anger - we must still dare to comfort!
    In a world filled with despair - we must still dare to dream!
    And in a world filled with distrust - we must still dare to believe."
    - Michael Jackson

    Love is what matters. Indigo must shift to Crystal, to full consciousness. By demonstrating unconditional love in all his dealings with people and under all pressure Michael passed on to the summit of the astral realms. John Lennon - referring to himself as an ascended master - introduced him as 'Moonwalker' in the channelling circle I was in for a brief time. So he is a powerful guide and through continued loving service to humanity will soon ascend to the 5th dimension himself.

    "What we need to learn from children isn't childish. Being with them connects us to the deeper wisdom of life which is ever-present and only asks to be lived. They know the way to solutions that lie waiting to be recognised within our own heart. Today, I would like to thank all the children of the world including the sick and deprived. I am so sensitive to your pain." - Michael Jackson (at the 35th Annual Grammy Awards, 24 February 1993, Los Angeles, California).

    "The whole world abounds in magic. When a whale plunges out of the sea like a newborn mountain, you gasp in unexpected delight. What magic! But a toddler who sees his first tadpole flashing in a mud puddle feels the same thrill. Wonder fills the heart, because he has glimpsed for an instant the playfulness of life." - Michael Jackson (From 'Magic,' Dancing The Dream, 1992)

    “We have to heal our wounded world. The chaos, despair and senseless destruction we see today are the result of the alienation that people feel from each other and their environment. Often this alienation has its roots in an emotionally deprived childhood. Children have had their childhood stolen from them. A child’s mind needs the nourishment of mystery, magic, wonder and excitement. I want my work to help people rediscover the child that’s hiding in them.” – Michael Jackson (Dancing the Dream, 1992, p.80).

    "And my goal in life is to give to the world what I was lucky to receive: the ecstasy of divine union through my music and my dance." - Michael Jackson

    Breathe deeply!

    Breathing fully means that we are allowing our connection to the Source. Shallow breathing is a sign of denial of, and resistance to, our Divinity

    "Fill yourselves with love, with joy. Breathe in the prana. Breathe deeply. The prana is once again available to you, in such magnitudes as you have not known since Atlantis. It is the Elixir of Light, it is the Love of all Creation, it is the Adamantine Particles, it is the foundation of all life, all Creation. You have The All available to you, by simply breathing deeply throughout your day. A gift from the Creator. Take advantage of this blessed gift and breathe deeply, Dear Ones. You will lift yourselves up once again to the heights which you are soon to experience, a civilisation far surpassing Atlantis, as this time, there will be no darkness. There will be no misuse of power. You have come through the darkness and are emerging into the light and the light will allow no darkness. That Dear Ones is the beauty of the Now Moment which you are entering. You have succeeded and you will live and breathe the Love and the light and the joy and the peace and harmony, and you will experience the abundance which is your Divine birthright." - Archangel Michael (channelled through Michelle Coutant, ‘Claim Your Personal Power & Be the Love of Your Sacred Heart,’ 29 June 2010)


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