Talks by Antraeus Voltage

I wrote a few talks for events in which I participated during 2012 and 2013. However, I either shortened them considerably, picking out the main points, or did away with them altogether. I thought of reading them out in videos a couple of years ago but the time has passed. Rather than let them go to waste I've decided to share the words I wrote here. I should point out that I was not myself for a few years while I was in a more positive, confident, uplifted state


Good Vibrations Part I

Good Vibrations Part II

Good Vibrations Part III

Good Vibrations Part IV

Ascension and Space Family

Cosmic Intro

Cosmic Awakening

Good Vibrations Part I

Kombucha Esoteric Talk 22 September 2012

Revised for the Soup Dragon

View this talk from the perspective of Mother Earth!

Yeah, the talk is on the Otherworld beyond this one. It’s real but we have forgotten about it and been forcibly distracted too. People expect to be entertained these days! It’s also about why we have lost sight of it and how we can tune into it again.

[Basically the message to convey in this talk is that we are not alone, we have been deceived, and that a lot of work has been going on behind the scenes: both by higher beings, and light workers anchoring the Light into the Earth and going through a process of cellular transformation, rebuilding their light bodies to know and express themselves as beings of Light once again. And pave the way for others to follow]

[Must be magical and smiley and loving! Be loving and maternal to them. Let the Mother Goddess open her arms to them through you. Tell them it is safe to relax, slow down, be gentle, let go of all fear and anguish, all problems, the ego mind and its emphasis on survival and excitement.]

"The way of the universe, whether seen by a medicine man or a physicist, is the same: all is energy, patterns of energy, whether appearing in particle or wave, or subtle energy we cannot measure. Thought is energy. Intent is energy. Trees, rocks, and grass are energy. Prayer is energy, too. We each are a part of this holographic universe, where everything is connected, and what we do affects everything, even if we don’t give our actions, thoughts, behaviours much attention. It is all a Great Mystery, and all beings are part of it, part of the great sacred Hoop of Life." - Jim PathFinder Ewing (Reiki Shamanism: A Guide to Out-of-Body Healing).


All is One

Who knows they are a beautiful, multidimensional being of love, light and peace beyond the illusion of the physical ego and its limited existence? Forget all the New World Order conspiracy stuff. It’s not happening. That is, it was never going to succeed because this planet’s destiny is to become a gleaming, golden sun where only higher vibrations can exist. The most radical subject is still that of Love because it’s still the most important thing in life and yet quite conspicuous by its absence.

Ladies and gentlemen…the title of my talk is ‘Good Vibrations: Mother Earth and Beyond,’ which should give you some idea about what I wish to share with you today.

I’m going to share a few things with you that not many people seem to be aware of because they are focussed on the external world all the time.

Greetings! My name’s Antraeus. And you are my brothers and sisters. Yes, it’s true…

We are all One. We are family. Spiritually, I mean, not by blood. So let’s all take a deep breath. Breathe that thought in: ‘We are all One.’ And let’s all relax and be open, gentle and trusting. Let go, just for the time we are here, spending some time together. Open your heart. Feel deep within your heart. Let your spirit shine forth. Love, love, love. Love is everything.

I watched the last interview with John Lennon on YouTube in the week and I thought, ‘Why aren’t we all doing that now, talking about love and peace?’ What we are doing now is what John and Yoko were doing in the 1970s. But this time there will be no turning back. No one is going to ruin it for us. A world of awe and wonder is on its way and eventually this whole universe will be turned into a beautiful, magical realm of golden Light. Our time has come. Our time is Now. We are the ones we’ve been waiting for. Let us smile and be loving, share this space knowing that we are all One. There is nothing to worry about, nothing to fear. Let the happiness in.

We are going through a quantum leap in our evolution for which the 60s revolution set the scene in response to divine light being sent to Earth after Gaia called out for help. So, really, it is evolution, not revolution. It is waking up time. Mind takes us outside of ourselves so we identify with the physical world. But the heart takes us within to the centre, the true Self, where we feel love and joy, which are our eternal nature.

Let’s invoke the Mother Goddess and let’s invite Gaia, the elementals, the archangels, the Great White Brotherhood and our space family to be with us, to share this space with us. Please join us. Welcome! All you need to do is feel. And all you need is love. Yeah, it’s true. Love is the true stuff of our being. Not all the fear and nonsense you see all around you. That is all fading now. We of the Light are creating a new world. It’s not even necessary to mention the old world and the New World Order that was planned to enslave humanity. Yes there is a group of dark entities and their human stooges who arrogantly believed they could accomplish such a feat.

My favourite saying at the moment is ‘Nature abhors a vacuum.’ Unless we centre ourselves in our divine nature, in the hub, we may be tossed around the perimeter of the wheel in a state of chaos, in fear and misery. It is our responsibility to fill the spiritual void because if we do not, if we just go along with and accept the status quo, some group of greedy opportunists or control freaks or religious nuts will have power in our lives and we will have drawn them there, or given them that opportunity. In cold countries like the Northern European ones, extra effort is required to allow the spiritual sun in one’s heart to shine because the physical sun’s light and warmth do not reach us very often. It is creative power and atomic love that we need to tap into and express.

What this means is that we cannot afford to live on automatic pilot anymore. We need to be more conscious of ourselves and others, on our thoughts, words and actions. We need to be more aware of unseen worlds and deeper paradigms that we’re conditioned not to recognise. We need to develop our own spiritual practice. Why? Because in order to return to our natural state of eternal joy and happiness, love and bliss, peace and prosperity, we need to shed this skin of physical identity in which we are confined. We need to empty ourselves of all the crazy nonsense that keeps us stuck like this. You know, deep down we all want to be free. Living in fear is the way of the old world when few people knew or expressed real love. Living from the heart is the way of the new world in which people know all is One. ‘One love,’ as they say. You can actively feel in your heart. That’s where your true Self, your spirit, resides.

It’s easy to focus outside of yourself. That’s what the physical ego does. It’s easy to drink and take drugs to get some relief from the tension and discontent of living that way. But the more you identify with it the less feasible it appears to be that there could be anything within yourself of a spiritual nature that is worth exploring. And yet the truth is just the other way round. What is more important is that we centre ourselves in what is real, in our true Self beyond the illusion of the outer world, this holographic programme into which we have projected ourselves but which does not truly exist.

So, it is important to be aware of our inner world as much as possible, to be conscious not only of the outer world but of how we feel, what our intuition tells us. To be conscious of our breathing and to make sure we breathe deeply to balance our four bodies, to inhale and exhale Light, to visualise and invoke and affirm in order to root ourselves in the divine Reality that dwells deep within our hearts. That is our connection to our true Self. It is important to meditate at least once a day to pull ourselves away from the external world and renew that connection within. You see, there are these two worlds, the inner and the outer, and if we focus on the outer world all the time we will identify with the physical ego and live our lives unconsciously. If we pay attention to and work on our inner world we have a chance to uncover the treasure buried therein, the Light that is our true Self which we lost temporarily.

We are all prodigal sons and daughters returning home, finding our way back to our true, eternal, Divine nature, now, as one unified whole. We are all unique facets of the same magnificent diamond that is all-loving and all-knowing. In truth, none of this ever happened. It is just a momentary dream but the construct of time within it makes it seem like an unbearably long time has passed since we got ourselves stuck in the illusion of physical identification. Love is what we Are. We are Infinite Love. But, as individuals, we are on a journey to know and express more and more of the Love I AM.

[Optional: Visualise golden-white Light radiating out from your heart to everyone here in this tent, in the park and the whole town and even beyond.]

Ours is a society without wise elders but that is going to change. You know some people want to know more about life’s mysteries and are guided to have some unusual lessons and experiences and they go ‘ooh yeah!’ It agrees with them. Most, people, however, rather than love truth, fear it. They fear change. The ego is a temporary illusion and yet it hangs on for dear life and resists awakening to the greater Self, most of which at present remains unconscious. The reality is that some of us have been there and seen for ourselves stuff that the Elite, our hidden, shadowy oppressors, do not want us to know about. We have communicated with beings beyond the physical dimension.

Look, I am a person like you. I have lived a life but I have explored my inner world and arrived at my heart. Not fully awake yet, no. I have merely arrived at the gateway. In life, we must follow our souls rather than our bodies. Don’t live according to society because it really is full of shit! Pardon my French!

Please don’t just go believing anything I say. If your experience or intuition won’t allow you to accept something, just keep an open mind. All I ask is that you remain open, feel in your heart rather than allow the ego mind to be critical and overrational or negative. Just remain in an open, loving state. Because once you believe this world is all there is and justify that position with material facts, propaganda, pseudo science and other false beliefs and nonsense it’s like shutting the door of your mind and locking it so no light or truth can get in. It is a fearful position and it is an attitude that patriarchy programmes us to adopt to make us easier to control. We are conditioned to focus on the world outside of ourselves and to identify with it because it makes us shallow and stuck on the limited ego level of self-perception. What we should be doing is slowing down, turning within and paying more attention to our inner world. Relaxing, being gentle, open, loving, attuning ourselves to the divine Feminine, the Goddess.

Nothing is new. We all know everything deep down. But if you say to yourself, ‘I know this already,’ or ‘I don’t need to know this,’ then you may not receive further information or insights because you have closed the door to deeper layers of the onion. Some people do that and then get on with their lives – work, drugs and parties, I mean work, rest and play – because they like to think they’ve already sussed it all and do not need to work on themselves. They do not wish to live the truth and become it. The limited ego is in control.

Good Vibrations Part II

Happy Equinox!

Autumn Equinox 2012! Whoo! 3.37 this afternoon is the exact time of this event. Energy dates like new and full moons, solstices and equinoxes, eclipses and double-digit dates like 11:11, are powerful portals through which great cosmic beings send photonic energy to Earth to assist with Her Ascension back to the fifth dimension and beyond. And when these dates are close together the whole period becomes a portal, an opportunity for accelerated growth. Ascension is all about releasing our fears and other emotional blockages, which we have denied and projected lifetime after lifetime, and finding our way back to the lighter energies of our true Self: love, joy, creative power and infinite intelligence, wisdom and psychic and telepathic abilities, and so forth. The way we do that is by doing what we love, loving ourselves and others, playing, dancing, relaxing, getting out into nature which has already been upgraded and can therefore assist us to receive more Light in our cells. As more Light enters the density and darkness within our unconscious surfaces and is projected onto the screen of our external lives. We then have an opportunity to feel through those blockages we have been holding onto for so long and release them, and free ourselves from bondage to matter. It so happens that right now we are in such a period: this week we had the second of seven Uranus/Pluto squares. Today we have the Equinox and then, soon, the intense energies of 10:10, 11:11 and, finally, the most powerful one of the year, 12:12. The increased solar activity, namely solar flares, is part of this Ascension process. Each planet is warming and shifting up a dimension. Even though it is also said that Earth is slowly entering a mini ice age as well.

The Light is being accelerated and gradually anchored by awakening humanity, one by one. So, there is a planetary Ascension and a personal Ascension. We are moving with the Earth Mother as she ascends and there are three waves of planetary Ascension. The first one, which has been a rough ride that the wayshowers have taken, is coming to an end now and those who are on the 2nd wave are beginning to awaken now and will potentially ascend around 2012. Then the 3rd wave takes us up to 2025 I believe. All will eventually ascend to a higher state of consciousness eventually although the entire process will take 15 generations, or 300 years, and then the Golden Age will really take off. But 21 December 2012 represents our collective birth because Gaia Herself is shifting up into 4th density (which is not the same as the 4th dimension by the way).

We are shedding the skin of the old World Snake and creating a new one. The old world is collapsing and falling away so it is important not to give it any of our attention because that simply prolongs the agony. That’s what the powers that be want and they own the government, the media, legal system, education system and religions which they use to keep us literally in the dark along with TV, processed food, fluoride, chemtrails, drugs, symbolism and subliminal messages, radio waves, weather control technology, pollution, implants in the earth and something in the atmosphere to keep the Light out. To this list, add reacting to and even giving our attention to any of the list.

It’s all a form of black magic that derives from dark beings in the 4th dimension. But all of this is being removed and cleaned up, mostly by our friends from other parts of the universe. After this year, I have read, humanity will join the Galactic Federation. And so UFO disclosure is on the horizon and we will learn more and more about the true history that has been hidden from us including our interaction, in ancient times, with beings from other planets who are now returning to assist us in our personal and collective transformation back to the higher realms where we know all is One.

Aeons ago, Earth agreed to lower her vibration in order to perform the function of a karmic school to serve humanity. What I want to say today is that we are living in a holographic programme as though on the holodeck of the Starship USS Enterprise in Star Trek. That’s really all it is. And just like the Matrix, it has been controlled by dark forces who were thrown out of some other universe or something and came here to exploit this planet’s resources including humanity. But, you see, this was all meant to happen as a challenge for humanity to get it shit together spiritually. Those dark forces dragged us into extreme duality which was unexpected and has therefore taken a lot longer and involved a complex process and many souls, human and other, to terminate. It matters not because Earth’s Ascension is still on schedule. Some sci-fi films and programmes on TV are at least partly channelled from higher dimensions than our own whether the writers of these shows know it or not. At the same time, we are also fed ‘programmes’ from dark forces elsewhere in the cosmos and some of these find their way onto our TV screens via the criminal cabal controlling this planet to keep us locked into lower vibrations where we do not know who we really are as beautiful beings of Light. Many good artists, writers and songwriters like Michael Jackson credit a higher source for their work and say that their task was mostly to capture the inspiration.

A lot of activity has been going on behind the scenes. The energies being poured into this world now are so powerful that they affect us for a few days. When these energy dates are close together the energy is stronger and lasts longer. And 2012 is renowned as a powerful year because it is the mid-point of a 35-year period of energy intensification. This marks the end of patriarchal control and its effects in this world. Patriarchy has relied on weakening us and keeping our vibration low so that we did not know what power we really had. Duality is coming to an end and this world is returning to a state of unity and Oneness beyond the physical and astral levels. These planes may still exist for a time but we will be identified on a higher vibration and with that power we will transform the lower vibrations and make them more becoming to our inherent beauty and love, wisdom and joy. These are qualities of our limitless and eternal, spiritual nature. Love and Light are starting to flow here in this world again.

We are not alone. We are loved and guided by a myriad non-physical beings whom we will one day meet and remember as our beloved family form the stars. Humanity has been stuck in the Dark Ages for too long and we’re all just about ready to relieve ourselves of that burden. Many people have been going through a crisis in one form or another to finally release emotional blockages – pain they’ve been holding onto for many lifetimes, always favouring denial and projection to feeling through them and facing themselves. It’s the same for each and every one of us. We have been sleeping and having nightmares but none of it is real.

Light is returning to our world. There was a war way back in Atlantis involving destructive extraterrestrials and evil scientists, which stretched far beyond this world, and the dark forces won and have been keeping humanity oppressed and enslaved vibrationally for the past 13,000 years although this also goes back 26,000 years. But it is likely that they were meant to challenge humanity in this way. Apparently, it was foreseen long ago that humanity would eventually destroy the planet. So, in order to avoid this, the lesson of power was brought forward and condensed into a 13,000-year period of concentrated conflict and power struggles. That period is now ending and people are starting to wake up from the illusion of duality. It is said that humanity has now had enough of suffering and is ready to let go of it all, all that results in suffering. As the starseed wayshowers complete their cellular transformation and live from their Christed Self, from the heart, people will feel inspired to release it all and move on to embrace peace and happiness. We are clearing our cells not just of physical toxins and impurities but also energy that is stuck, through fear. E-motion is energy in motion and we must be conscious and yet relaxed for it to flow.

All life is ALIVE. I mean etherically and spiritually alive. And it is possible to connect and communicate with nature, with trees and plants, with the elementals. It’s true. The spirit world is real. We’re just not familiar with it because we have been determinedly distracted from it. And in our country a veil of rationality keeps it buried. It is taboo! Religion and atheism are two sides of the same coin and both keep people locked into an ignorant belief system unless a person is able to use them as stepping stones to spiritual truth and freedom. But in and of themselves they are spiritual Death! You can call to whichever spirits and divine beings you what to connect with. They only keep away because:

  • We have free will. We are guided to some extent but beyond that we are obliged to ask for guidance and protection since they cannot be automatically given
  • False beliefs
  • Focusing outside of ourselves and identifying with activities in the external world
  • Our thoughts and lifestyles may keep our vibration too low for us to develop our psychic faculties
  • Training and practice may be required for such experiences

Long, long, long, long ago – well, about 25 years ago - I met a gnome! For real! Yes, gnomes and elves and fairies do exist. They are real. I have found myself up against some very rational and negative people up here and I keep feeling inspired to tell my gnome story not to say that I met a gnome but to relay what the gnome told me! One guy with an inferiority complex told me: ‘You DIDN’T meet a gnome!’

That was a very special experience. It was on the evening of the Autumn Equinox and during the year that I sat in a mediumship circle and saw and interacted with several other cool beings as well. I went for a walk in the park and somehow was lifted right up into a state of ecstasy. When I reached the other side I noticed that the bench had been moved (I also used to run around the park each day). Instead of being next to the path it was beside a tree. So I sat down and meditated and after a while I sensed someone's presence next to me! So I opened my eyes and turned round and it was a spirit! I thought it was the spirit of the tree or what I called at the time a 'goblin.' Haha. It was about 4' tall with a pointy nose and chin and wearing a fawn-coloured monk's habit. And it had this red bowtie-shaped thing spinning around over its mouth.

Anyway, I looked at it for a few moments and then closed my eyes and continued meditating telling myself it was just an apparition and couldn't be real! Then I noticed that some of my thoughts were not my own and that the spirit had communicated with me telepathically. It said that most people cannot see them because they are not even open to their existence, i.e. that they COULD exist even. It invited me to go back and said they could teach me how they live which is playfully with their imaginations. Again, I dismissed the whole thing as being a figment of my imagination! However, shortly afterwards I saw in my mind's eye two of these spirits sitting on a bench with their backs to me. One was wearing a bright green habit and the other, wearing a bright purple one, was just turning to get up.' The vision was short and ended there but it was so vivid as if to confirm that I had not been seeing things. I got the message anyway.

The weather turned colder after that and I did not return to the park for weeks. When I eventually did, it was so cold that I sat beneath the tree shivering (the bench had been moved back to the path again). So, although my intent was to visit my new friends, I was just too grumpy and uncomfortable for my energy to remove the veil between worlds. The interesting thing is that some weeks later I went to a group channelling with personal readings at the beginning and while I was waiting I perused the books on the table and picked up one on nature spirits to read just because I was drawn to it, not because I was thinking of my experience. And some way into the book I suddenly saw the exact form of the spirit I had met! It was a gnome, according to the book. And gnomes, it said, are usually depicted wearing red pointy hats because that is where their energy is usually concentrated, so the red earth energy spins at their crown. Hence the gnome I met had a spinning bowtie-shape in the mouth area because its energy was concentrated there as it was communicating with me.

Good Vibrations Part III

Channelling and the Battle Between Light and Dark

[Don’t include this in the talk]

“We are not human beings having a spiritual experience; we are spiritual beings having a human experience.” – Teilhard de Chardin.

What I would like to talk to you about today is the fact that we are not merely physical animals and the material world is not the sum total of existence. There is much more beyond this world in subtler dimensions. I wish to speak to you about other worlds, other dimensions beyond this one.

Two films that affected me as a child: one was about a mischievous group of ghosts hanging out just outside a forcefield in the grounds of a large mansion. It was an old black-and-white film and I was watching it in someone’s house in Latchingdon, Essex, and was dragged away from it when my mother left and it’s always felt like a painful loss ever since. The other film is the one about Jason and the Argonauts where the Olympian gods and goddesses are looking down at the miniature, quite insignificant human world down below and guiding, interfering and influencing Sinbad’s fate. What if we’re being watched and are really living in an initiation?

OK. I would like to explain to you the situation we are in.

The only difference between you and me is that I am older and have had numerous quite special, even magical, spiritual experiences. You see, most people from my generation are very rational and therefore very limited. And you guys may have inherited some of that bullshit. Haha. It gets passed down from generation to generation. But you have the internet now where all kinds of information is in continuous circulation. News of the Illuminati, of 2012, of ETs and is right there at your fingertips. Seek and ye shall find. There is a lot of deliberate disinformation out there but if you genuinely love and want the truth you will find it.

There are two potential awakenings in a human life. You wake up in the morning and lie in bed, feeling drowsy. That’s one level of awakening. You know you have been sleeping and that you’re lying in bed and have a whole day and a long future ahead of you. You finally shift gear, move your body into action, and get out of bed. And get on with your day. No longer inert. You are neither unconscious nor semi-conscious but fully conscious. Well, the two awakenings we experience as human souls are, firstly, the realisation that something’s not right, that life on this planet is not what it could and should be, that there is more to life than we have been lead to believe. And eventually, through thought and experience, we realise that we are spiritual beings having a human experience. And then, when we know that, we can explore the spiritual world within us further and deepen our awareness. Eventually, through practice and assistance from realms beyond the physical dimension, this path can lead to spiritual awakening, which is actually a birthing and transformative process involving clearing karma, letting go of emotional blockages and false beliefs that are rooted in fear.

Our bodies are just like mushrooms springing up here and there. In other words, they are just temporary concentrations of life energy which provide us with the experiences we need in order to grow and to graduate from our lessons in the school of Earth. So let’s just relax together like children. Or like lovers, spiritual lovers.

We are spiritual beings having a human experience. We are not these bodies we inhabit. They are just organic clothing. But we have been conditioned to identify with them and the weight of our karma and density in our emotional bodies weighs us down, slows down our vibration, closes our chakras, has us feeling fearful, so we remain stuck in a perception and belief that we are merely this physical vehicle and nothing more. The body is an instrument, a channel, and we can share it with other spirits and also relinquish control of it to other spirits, both dark and light, temporarily or permanently. We have a choice whether to welcome those who enter our space, our auric field or not. Sometimes people accept because they are fearful and don’t love themselves. They may receive some energy from a dark entity that is not otherwise available to them and it seems worthwhile to go with it. But dark spirits rely on ignorance and people not knowing what’s really taking place. So, strong religious beliefs, which are just programmes, and rationalism, which is just a belief system hiding behind a wall of ‘facts’ - they resemble a brick, a rigid, squarish shape which does not allow for the roundedness of life. Patriarchy is square, which is unnatural and blocks and traps energy, whereas life is a fluid, cyclic, continuous circle. It is all-inclusive; all shapes and sizes are welcome. The Earth Mother loves all. The Source loves all. And when we are one with all, or find our way back to the reality of who we are in our hearts, we love all too. We are brothers and sisters. We are love and we are loved. We must choose now. Make a choice: love and oneness or fear and fragmentation.

Those of us who are of the Light have visitors and we commune with angels, masters and extraterrestrials.  It’s just truth that we are surrounded by other dimensions. The circle is like an onion. It is multilayered. The square is more like one dimension: 3D only. But it’s just a façade. It’s a coffin. It’s what some dark beings want to trap people in. The ego mind keeps us asleep whilst at the same time persuading us that its life is what sustains us, keeps us going. But the conscious waking mind is limited and cut off from the unconscious. It is really semi-conscious. This means that dark spirits can get up to mischief in the dark shadows.

Earth, then, is a battlefield of dark and light but it is not just ‘dark and light.’ It’s actual 4D beings of darkness and beings of love and truth from 5D and beyond who wish to serve, to heal and guide peoples at their own pace towards the truth of who they really are, to truth and freedom, which are literally ‘out of this world.’

Good Vibrations Part IV


“When the power of love overcomes the love of power the world will know peace.” – Jimi Hendrix.

What is spirituality? Is it relevant? Do we need it? Is it just a belief? Why don’t we hear about it more?

The spiritual reality beyond what we experience as the physical and material world is veiled from us because we have forgotten it through our fears and bad habits, that’s all. But it is waiting for us to find it again, and to allow its love and Light to flow and shine through us, through our hearts, once again, that we may remember who we really are.

It’s like when you go to the supermarket, the shelves displaying alcohol are usually at the end, along the wall. So, if you don’t drink alcohol, or you’re underage, or can’t afford it, or whatever, you may never even walk as far as the end aisle where the spirits hang out. But if you like a drink or two, or you’re a drunk, you’re more likely to head straight there and may never even look at anything else for sale in the supermarket. Some alcoholics don’t really ever eat. It’s the same with the spiritual life. Those of us who have tasted the sweetness of divine love within us can’t get enough of the stuff. We keep coming back for more. We want to feel more and be more of ourselves, our true selves, not only of the love but creative power and infinite intelligence that we also are as divine expressions.

It is no secret that we are here to love more and know ourselves as Love. Just because it’s not in the news at the shops, on TV or ever mentioned by politicians and celebrities, that doesn’t mean Love is not the most important thing in our lives. Indeed, apparently, it is the answer to all of our problems!

It is important that you love yourself first and foremost because then you will be able to heal yourself and shine and the world will benefit just from you being here. Gratitude and forgiveness are not moral obligations. They help the flow of energy from our higher nature through our higher chakras and therefore raise our vibration and enable us to be more at one with our higher Selves. Be thankful and bless others, especially when they annoy you. Send love to any pain or fear your cells are holding onto. Let the happiness in.

There is a strong community here in Hebden Bridge which is ripening. The darkness has been resisting most oppressively because it senses that the veils it hides behind are being lifted and more Light is entering our midst. We now have an opportunity to show the rest of the country how loving a community can be. No one is here by accident and there is no such thing as a ‘coincidence.’ All is in Divine Order. We have come together to open our hearts, share our love and Light and light a candle in the darkness. Hebden Bridge is that candle and love and truth cannot be suppressed here any longer.

Feel in your heart more. This is something we are not used to doing because no one has been stressing its importance. Just the opposite, various groups have a reason for keeping us in an ignorant state. Our minds are overactive and our subconscious, instead of becoming conscious, is at the helm, sending us round the bend. Only the power of love and joy which are true nature can rectify this condition, this dis-ease. It is our responsibility to relax, to have fun, to play, love and laugh. And to feel in our hearts more.

Turning within is all-important. It is where our truth and reality are. There is so much in our world to distract us and keep us identified outside of ourselves. We feel isolated shrink and in fear. Rather than surrender to wholeness, and feel our vulnerability right through to the love within us, the Love I AM.

We have been coming to this school, going through an initiation, for many lifetimes. We are here to evolve, to grow and experience our divinity.

Ascension and Space Family

[Disclaimer: Some of the language in this summary might be new to some of you. I apologise for not giving definitions and explanations of things. Please treat it as inspiration and feel the meaning rather than getting caught up in the intellect]

This world is on the brink of momentous transformation. Many people have been involved in this global transformation, consciously or unconsciously. We are the ground crew, anchoring and sharing the Light and information that is being restored on planet Earth.

Collectively, we are on this path to planetary Ascension, waking up at our own individual pace. We need to be patient and intend to be our Light Body, which we have been building or rebuilding, and which will gradually take over and finally enable us to realise that we are beings of Light inhabiting physical vehicles. We are gradually releasing all the density that is weighing us down and we need to bring everything up to that fifth-dimensional consciousness; every cell, according to Serapis.

With this increase in consciousness it becomes clear that we are not these bodies but managed to confine ourselves to limited beliefs about who we are.

If our love quotient is 51% or above we receive special help because then the universe wants us to ascend – it welcomes us when we have love because we have moved closer to Heaven. We’re there basically. But there are things we also need to do, work on ourselves and figure out how to ascend, for which starseeds are receiving more help and guidance.

But we are all receiving upgrades to our DNA from carbon to crystalline which enables us to fill our cells with more Light. Starseeds designed karmic patterns to lead them to this stage so they could create unique paths from third-dimensional consciousness back home to wholeness for others to draw upon in the Earth’s magnetic grid where all thought and energy is stored.

Once we have First Contact with our space family they will relate the necessary steps for people to become whole again. Everyone on the planet is in a body and we all believe that we are these bodies. But we’re not. We are spiritual entities having a human experience. It applies to everybody.

Everybody on the planet now is here to ascend – to use the photonic energies that are here now to accelerate their spiritual growth which means that, whether we do wake up and realise our whole Self and change the body and return to a multidimensional and enlightened state of consciousness, we have taken huge steps to get there which we would not otherwise have been able to do. Which is why there are so many people on the planet today and many more queuing up in the astral planes, seeking an opportunity to make some substantial progress.

It is difficult for us because we have so many distractions whereas, in the higher dimensions,

“very little can distract our Beings from our intentions of giving Love." There is so much focus on this world, on things we have created in the third dimension, as well as attachments. We cannot easily get away from it all.

Yet, we need to let go of our stories, let go of the lower density. The problem is that we have been stuck in these patterns of thought and behaviour for many lifetimes. We are all prodigal children of the Godhead returning home to a state of Grace as we love and forgive ourselves, overcome fear and feel thankful for the full remembrance of our natural divine state of Oneness.

Cosmic Intro

Introduction to Soup Dragon Talk 2013

I had a cold and decided this is what I should say when I went to do tai chi in the quarry the previous day. I said words to this effect after singing the end of The Man from Atlantis at the beginning of my talk (I didn’t have time to play the whole song).

All there is to really say is that we are all prodigal children returning to love. We have all come from the higher realms where we are eternally beautiful beings of Light. Everyone on this planet. We are all one Being. We are graduating from the karmic school now as Earth ceases to play that role and ascends back to the higher realms.

Love is all there is – on my website. Tell them why. It does not mean I am a saint or enlightened. It was given to me to assist with my awakening and pass on to others.

We allow ourselves to be distracted by the world outside when, in truth, all is love, all is Light.  The fact is that some of us have had contact with beings beyond this world and we know we are stuck in a dream, an illusion, but we’re never alone.

Does that make me better than anyone else? No. I’m stuck spiritually just as all the other Indigos living here are.  Anyone can get it, and find the truth in their hearts.

We are all helping each other to love more. That’s the purpose of everything and everyone in our lives.

Cosmic Awakening

Autumn Equinox Soup Dragon Talk 27 Sept 2013

“By implementing the practice of love and compassion, we will naturally live a non-violent way of life. Helping others and not harming them is the work of non-violence. We need to develop love, compassion and forgiveness to develop inner peace and that naturally gives rise to non-violent conduct.” - Dalai Lama.

I’ve been a bit ill this week and thankfully it killed my anxiety about how to go about giving a talk. Instead, I’m just grateful to be on the mend and be able to perform OK. So I’m also content just to read my notes to you.

Cosmic Awakening! Sounds very dramatic doesn’t it? It’s actually the title of the second from last song I wrote which I’m going to play. But the new one is called Chrysalis so the talk should probably be called that although the two go together: we awaken to light from darkness. Some of us have gone ahead and become stuck while others have been stuck for longer but may not look back once they get it. We’re all just growing at our own pace. We are all one Being. We are all Love. So if grown men turn round to me and say I’m full of shit as someone did at the beginning of the week where I live and someone else tells me gnomes can’t exist because then that would make me better than them because I met one once – as someone did a year ago - it’s all just a dream and no more. Why would I mind? Yes, I have had some contact with beings beyond the 3rd dimension. Haven’t we all? Yes we have, just much of it unconscious. :)

And one of them, St. Germain, told me that our mission is to love in a world without love, to be representatives of that world of Love which is Reality, beyond this world of illusion. Those of us who meditate, who have spiritual practices, who have experienced other realms, who value the messages shared with us from higher planes, we now know that the task is to somehow let go of the past, shed the limitations of the ego mind and identity, and know that we are pure Love. That is what finding ourselves means. Remembering that we are infinite love, and just being that love. Waking up form the dream bit-by-bit, through the heart. I like to think of this event as a little treat for the little community of people in and around Hebden who can at least listen to the words I have just spoken without closing up and rejecting them outright in fear or anger, or disgust, and may even appreciate them, or understand their validity.

Since this event just happens to have fallen close to the Autumn Equinox and is set to be a more complete version of my little slot in the park last year, I would like to do this each year on or around the Equinox, do a talk and play some songs. I won’t go into it but I lost my music and got back into it a year ago. There was one song that was always a bit complicated for me to play – called ‘Revolution.’ And, for years, I could not remember the chords. But miraculously relearned it with relative ease and people don’t really understand how powerful it was not just to get my music back but to play that song live again after forgetting it. And I’m sure that was all meant to be. After all, it’s about spiritual revolution and that was just a couple months before we entered a new cycle, and a new age. This year, I was looking forward to doing a full set since I now have my music back – mostly. Because this also has a powerful energy: it’s been a long time!

A friend from the village I grew up in, in Essex, told me that an event called ‘Cosmic Awakening’ should take place at night with ‘trippy lights.’ That’s how a lot of people see things. They seek entertainment outside of themselves, mistaking the Moon for the Sun as the source of Light, which is within. So, I would like to think that what is special about this event is that you guys know it’s about the beauty and depth, and what we feel here (in the heart). So, if anyone wishes to close their eyes please know that you have my blessing and I would feel honoured that you were feeling the vibe. So don’t feel uncomfortable. When I play at home I tend to close my eyes and pull funny faces as I enter the zone fully. I have been struggling to do that live so perhaps this is an opportunity to remedy the situation.


I have spent a lot of time out in nature this summer and even went on a 3-day trek over the Pennine Way during which I made some audio notes for this talk. And, in order to avoid ‘rambling’ or losing the plot, I intend to read part of all of what I have prepared. Apologies for the pun! So the bits of talking will be a sort of parallel journey as I endeavour to refresh the big picture. By the way, the last thing I said at the end of these audio notes was, ‘Shit! You’re not looking where you’re going mate!’ I was very surprised that even my new song quickly went out of my head leaving only a distant hum to haunt my steps like a ghost. Slowing down, going within, meditating, feeling more, connecting with nature – these are ways to transcend the ego mind and remember that we are beings of Light, one with all life.

Our world is changing. How do we know that? Some of us have stopped looking at the crumbling old world. We have been watching and waiting for signs of the new one. And some of us have also had contact with beings beyond this world. I have mainly studied the wisdom shared with us from higher sources through channellers over the years and I have gradually lost interest in what pretty much all human beings have to say because they are so limited and generally don’t know much at all.

A new world is on its way. Most people still don’t know this because the quantum leap taking place is largely occurring behind the scenes. Our space family is here helping us too and some of us have had contact with them. We are part of a larger plan and we are not alone. We are never alone.

“Let go of your thoughts of how difficult it is to live on Earth, how hard it is to cope with the dark aspects of society. Connect with Earth itself only, with the essence of the planet. Think about the extensive forests on Earth. Think about the abundance of animals, trees, planets and flowers. Connect with Earth…and feel how she is embedded in the entirety of the cosmos, within which she takes her own path.” – Jeshua (channelled through Pamela Kribbe, ‘The Highest You Can Give,’ 28 December 2010,

Humanity has lost its connection not only with this planet but with other worlds. We have been led down the garden path to believe not in elemental spirits that actually do exist but that the physical plane is all there is. The truth is that there have always been people here on Earth who have seen spirits, heard them and channelled them. Such interaction is a natural part of life when we do not cut ourselves off from the Otherworld.

I distinguish between the world and the planet. The world is created by humans. The old patriarchal world we are now leaving was driven by oppressive extraterrestrial forces and their etheric and human minions. The new world is being created by the forces of Light, our space family and Ascended Masters as well as humans who are awakening – and we are all awakening at our own pace. But the planet, the Earth, is a living being, very highly evolved, very sweet and beautiful and complex and she manifests the body of Earth which she maintains through the elemental kingdom, the nature spirits. And nature has already been upgraded to the fifth dimensional crystalline DNA while human beings are, again, progressing at their own pace, held back by the emotional blockages we have accumulated in past lives and are now releasing – hence the chaos in the world today.

Some souls agreed to try and make the shift to 5D and beyond at the same pace as our Earth Mother in order to assist with this process but we have found it rather challenging because we have been more attached to our human stories than we anticipated. Nevertheless, each person has a part to play in this momentous accomplishment and between us, between the forces of Light and ourselves, we are getting there. Anyway, I have not been living so much in the old world in this lifetime partly because that has been very disappointing and at times painful for me but also because I am a very sensitive soul who was once extremely withdrawn and I still feel happier being creative, working alone and being in nature than I do in the human world. I am grateful for the cool friends I have and I always wish to inspire others because I know that is what I am here on Earth to do, to share what I know, to share the energies I am able to tap into, with other people in whatever way I can. But, essentially, as a human being in this transitional world, I am an Indigo, a rebel, a warrior who welcomes and assists the changeover to a world in which all know they are expressions of Oneness and live in joy, in peace, in harmony and abundance.

So Mother Earth is a living being in a physical body and the community that is already here is that of the nature spirits who maintain Her body. And we are here as honoured guests to help look after the planet and use the opportunity to experience and learn, have adventures and grow. It’s been a karmic school but that is ending now. So Earth is no longer going to tolerate the kind of behaviour that is out of synch with Her renewed alignment with the realms of Light, and which create discord and disharmony. So that’s finishing now and we have started a new cycle – in December 2012 which is taking us toward the divine Feminine. Back in May 2012, the Goddess started to enter the Earth properly to return and in the mid-90s when we have innovative dance music and tribal beats that marked the beginning of the Goddess’ return which was very special.

When you go out hiking and you’re out in nature, and you can hear cars, you know, you’ve got a perspective that is not too dissimilar to that of the elementals, how they are. They’re there. And the animals as well. They’re all there, being gentle and beautiful, largely, but being treated cruelly or getting on with their thing and hiding.

You know, we are returning. We are restoring what was taken and I mean things like living closer to nature, caring about animals and other people, being open and sensitive to realms beyond the third dimension…loving the alien. And these unseen energies, both formless and subtle, hidden from the naked eye, are the whole and the whole is the Goddess, the infinite, the essence of all life and all form.

[I had an early introduction to spiritual stuff in my late teens + circle and gnome story?]

As I said, the Earth plane is a school but we are all about to graduate and move on to become God’s representatives on Earth, with fully awakened hearts. Truth, or the deeper truths, are not handed to us on a plate. We must really love the truth and search for it, earn it. It’s like a treasure hunt but we can only find what we are ready for. The higher beings cannot interfere with our free will. We’re here to grow. It’s an initiation and we have to find the truth through free will. We have to will it and want to be more of it, more conscious of who we really are. And, if we don’t, we won’t find it because it’s not like going to the shops and just acquiring it in the outside world, or the physical brain. Many truths are hidden from us purposefully. What we humans know is a tiny fraction of universal truth.

We have to put in the effort – particularly to clear out any false beliefs that obscure the light of truth like clouds. We don’t have a right to lay lots of stuff on people when they’re not ready for it. They may not want to be woken up. They think they enjoy sleeping. They are scared of the process of transformation to something that they are not familiar with, the unknown. And that can be very painful itself, you know, because letting go is a big one, lightening our load which is what ‘enlightenment’ means.

The ultimate truth is that we are One, the Source of all. And to truly know this is to be it, to remember and to take back the consciousness we seemingly lost even though we are living in a holographic dream world where nothing is really happening. It’s just a consensus of belief and personal projection for the purpose of experience and growth. This is the end of the wakening process. There are many levels and layers leading up to that point.


When you create unity your light can shine out and spread. You can serve the surrounding areas and inspire and enlighten them as well. And really you create unity through light and awareness. Through the truth of who you Are.

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    "I arise on wings of aspiration to Thee, O Isis. Come, descend from above, arise from below, expand from within—and fill me, Goddess. From the rising bud of the lotus, to the mighty branch of the sycamore, to the Moon and Sun which are Thine eyes, to the Stars which entwine Thy hair, all the Universe is Thine, Isis—as am I. O Isis, Goddess, Mother, Sister, Queen—the Ways are open unto Thee—I am open unto Thee"

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    St Germain

    "Turn your eyes away from fear. Discontinue the conversations of fear if you choose to embrace the fullness of your heart"

    through Ashamarae, 2009

    "If you focus on the sweeter things of life, that's exactly what you're going to get out of life" - St Germain

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    “A light heart is a magnet for all that you love”

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    "Alchemy is the science of the mystic and it is the forte of the self-realised man who, having sought, has found himself to be one with God and is willing to play his part." - Beloved Saint Germain




    "The Eternal Feminine
    Draws us heavenward."
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    "In the quiet moments of our lives lie courage. In the everyday steps we take is courage. In love is courage. In being different dwells courage. In the cry against injustice lives courage. In the stepping up to responsibility lies courage. In reaching out to others is courage. If I've learned anything about courage and intuition it is that they demand that we live in the moment without preconceptions of how life should be." ~ Judith Orloff


    “God is not far away from us, but we are far away from God, and the only reason is our insensitivity.” – Osho

    “My whole teaching consists of two words, meditation and love. Meditate so that you canfeel immense silence, and love so that your life can become a song, a dance, a celebration. You will have to move between the two, and if you can move easily, if you can move without any effort, you have learned the greatest thing in life.” – Osho (Come, Come, Yet Again Come).

    “A real Master is not a teacher: a real Master is an awakener. His function is totally different from a teacher; his function is far more difficult. And only very few people can stay with a Master because to wake up after millions of lives is not an ordinary feat; it is a miracle. And to allow somebody to wake you up needs great trust, great surrender.” - Osho

    "The moment you start seeing life as non-serious, a playfulness, all the burden on your heart disappears. All the fear of death, of life, of love - everything disappears." - Osho

    “Whatsoever you are, there is nothing wrong with it. Love and relationship has not to be destroyed; only meditation has to be added to it.” - Osho

    "The head is a marketplace, the heart is the shrine of being. All that is beautiful and true arises out of the heart, never out of the head." - Osho

    “I do not ordinarily make prophecies, but about this I am absolutely prophetic: the coming hundred years are going to be more and more irrational, and more and more mystical. The second thing: After a hundred years people will be perfectly able to understand why I was misunderstood — because I am the beginning of the mystical, the irrational. I am a discontinuity with the past. The past cannot understand me; only the future will understand. The past can only condemn me. It cannot understand me, it cannot answer me, it cannot argue with me; it can only condemn me. Only the future…as man becomes more and more available to the mysterious, to the meaningless yet significant…After a hundred years they will understand. Because the more man becomes aware of the mysterious side of life, the less he is political; the less he is a Hindu, a Mohammedan, a Christian; the less is the possibility for his being a fanatic. A man in tune with the mysterious is humble, loving, caring, accepting the uniqueness of everybody. He is rejoicing in the freedom of each individual, because only with freedom can this garden of humanity be a rich place.” – Osho (The Osho Upanishad).


    "When I let go of what I am, I become what I might be." ~ Laozi

    "All the fish needs is to get lost in water. All man needs is to get lost in Tao." ~ Chuang-Tzu

     "There are many paths to enlightenment.
    Be sure to take the one with a heart."
    ~ Laozi

    “Giving to others selflessly and anonymously, radiating light throughout the world and illuminating your own darkness, your virtue becomes a sanctuary for yourself and all beings.” ~ Laozi.

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    “Water is the only drink for a wise man.” ~ Henry David Thoreau

    How to Charge your Water:

    Each one try this, and if you do not feel results at first, just go on, for you certainly will as you use it more and more: 

    "'I AM' the Presence charging this water with the Life-giving Essence which I absorb and which renews my body in Perfect Health and Eternal Youth." 

    I also used this to charge the water that makes up my body - I placed my hands on my body stating:

    "'I AM' the Presence charging the water in this body with the Life-giving Essence which I absorb and which renews my body in Perfect Health and Eternal Youth." 

    Another way from Quan Yin to charge water:

    "With these hands and with this Heart and through the pure intention of God, this water (food) is blessed, removing and transmuting all impurities forever. God Bless this water (food). Thank you, thank you, thank you."

    7th-dimensional tool from St Germain for energising the water in our bodies and the earth

    (Our water is under attack!)


    "In a world filled with hate - we must still dare to hope!
    In a world filled with anger - we must still dare to comfort!
    In a world filled with despair - we must still dare to dream!
    And in a world filled with distrust - we must still dare to believe."
    - Michael Jackson

    Love is what matters. Indigo must shift to Crystal, to full consciousness. By demonstrating unconditional love in all his dealings with people and under all pressure Michael passed on to the summit of the astral realms. John Lennon - referring to himself as an ascended master - introduced him as 'Moonwalker' in the channelling circle I was in for a brief time. So he is a powerful guide and through continued loving service to humanity will soon ascend to the 5th dimension himself.

    "What we need to learn from children isn't childish. Being with them connects us to the deeper wisdom of life which is ever-present and only asks to be lived. They know the way to solutions that lie waiting to be recognised within our own heart. Today, I would like to thank all the children of the world including the sick and deprived. I am so sensitive to your pain." - Michael Jackson (at the 35th Annual Grammy Awards, 24 February 1993, Los Angeles, California).

    "The whole world abounds in magic. When a whale plunges out of the sea like a newborn mountain, you gasp in unexpected delight. What magic! But a toddler who sees his first tadpole flashing in a mud puddle feels the same thrill. Wonder fills the heart, because he has glimpsed for an instant the playfulness of life." - Michael Jackson (From 'Magic,' Dancing The Dream, 1992)

    “We have to heal our wounded world. The chaos, despair and senseless destruction we see today are the result of the alienation that people feel from each other and their environment. Often this alienation has its roots in an emotionally deprived childhood. Children have had their childhood stolen from them. A child’s mind needs the nourishment of mystery, magic, wonder and excitement. I want my work to help people rediscover the child that’s hiding in them.” – Michael Jackson (Dancing the Dream, 1992, p.80).

    "And my goal in life is to give to the world what I was lucky to receive: the ecstasy of divine union through my music and my dance." - Michael Jackson

    Breathe deeply!

    Breathing fully means that we are allowing our connection to the Source. Shallow breathing is a sign of denial of, and resistance to, our Divinity

    "Fill yourselves with love, with joy. Breathe in the prana. Breathe deeply. The prana is once again available to you, in such magnitudes as you have not known since Atlantis. It is the Elixir of Light, it is the Love of all Creation, it is the Adamantine Particles, it is the foundation of all life, all Creation. You have The All available to you, by simply breathing deeply throughout your day. A gift from the Creator. Take advantage of this blessed gift and breathe deeply, Dear Ones. You will lift yourselves up once again to the heights which you are soon to experience, a civilisation far surpassing Atlantis, as this time, there will be no darkness. There will be no misuse of power. You have come through the darkness and are emerging into the light and the light will allow no darkness. That Dear Ones is the beauty of the Now Moment which you are entering. You have succeeded and you will live and breathe the Love and the light and the joy and the peace and harmony, and you will experience the abundance which is your Divine birthright." - Archangel Michael (channelled through Michelle Coutant, ‘Claim Your Personal Power & Be the Love of Your Sacred Heart,’ 29 June 2010)


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